T he forces that dwell within, whispers gently... disguising as emotions: happiness, bliss, sadness, rage, fear, irritation, and some that I can't comprehend. They flow in like waves and I feed them. I feed them my time, my energy, my thoughts, and even my identity. I give them stories, stories of my past, my present, and also a possible future... give them faces of my friends, my lovers, and my enemies. I make an even bigger wave out of the one who had visited me and play them in a loop- tragedies of my past, arguments, ambitions, dreams, love affairs, regrets. In return, my emotions become stronger, more solid, engulfing me within- at times providing me with this fleeting satisfaction, other times just the heaviness in my chest. However, instead of entertaining them, if I just observe these sentiments... if I become conscious of them . Their visits become shorter. They just come and go like waves. These forces, w here do they come ...
Dear, how do I describe this place to you, this healing womb of nature, this early morning breeze, the warmth that surrounds me right now? This scene so simple, so mundane and yet it looks so surreal. I indulged myself to a hot cup of jasmine tea while admiring the beauty ahead of me. In no time the crowd began to gather in the streets below, transforming into this colorful marketplace. It was a busy day filled with people buying and selling goods, children running around happily. Suddenly I felt the need to close my eyes and immerse myself completely in the feeling that was manifesting within. Its as if everything around me feels so alive. Strangely somehow my tormented mind found peace in this noise. I realized then how dead I felt in the concrete city, it felt like living in a giant box. However, now it feels as if I've cut threads with everything else that was pulling me down before. It feels like I can just sit here and watch people pass by the whole da...
D o you have a place deep within, like a place surrounded by the woods, like a small mushroom cottage? With just the sound of the trees, the warm smell of the damp bark, and the silence enveloping your being. With no past and no troubling future, just the everlasting present to live. A faraway place where you forget the things and the people binding you, where you even forget yourself and experience something larger. Something that you've been thirsting to experience with your whole being, stretching the boundaries of your limited existence. Where you no longer are a part of the story but just a listener, a mere watcher. Witnessing the stillness of this living forest. The life that is floating in the air, as bubbles of infinite shades, with a soothing glow they flow, bringing warmth and joy. Some big as pumpkin, some as tiny as little butterflies, all glimmering together go dimmer and dimmer until disappearing into the mist somewhere.
" k humari sabd bada gehera hai, khumari kaa arth hota hai na to behosi na hos, kuch kuch hos kuch kuch behosi, dono ki milan jaha hora hai woh hai sadhya kaal, jaha din milte hai aur raat milti hai, na kehesakte ho din hai, na kehesakte ho raat hai, aisi hi ek Bhitar awastha hain, jab ek taraf dekho ge to sab mast hote dekho ge, dusri taraf dekho ge to sab sthir~ ek tarf meera ka naach, aur ek taraf buddha ka maun. yeh dono jaha milgaye hain iska nam khumari" Geet ko uthne do, aur sajh ko chidjaane do chuppi ko chune do lafjo ke naram taaro ko aur lafjo ko chuppi ki jazal gaane do... jara samhal ne do meera ki thirakti payal, jara Gautam ke saday pau behek jane do Geet ko uthne do, aur sajh ko chidjaane do" ~ - OSHO ......
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